Welp, It's Been a While!

Hey everyone!
Sorry, it's been a long time, once again, since I have blogge. I'm not super busy; I just keep forgetting to keep you all updated with what is going on! So here is a rundown of a few important things that happened in the past week
-Lette's birthday
-Anna's birthday
-Bible study with Lette
-Bulls game with dad
-Figuring out my Denver trip with Marisa
-Going downtown for Shakespear Improve
-Ushering at the campus play
-Dinner date with the girls
-Sampling my own throat and urine for micro lab (real nice start to my mornings!)
-Mr. Troll competition
-Good talks with my friends and Ben

Rivers and Roads

I blogged a bit ago about how excited I was to go home for Easter. And the weekend was perfect. I was able to see my brother and spend breakfast with him one day. What a treat. And since Erin still lives at home, I was able to visit her at work and spend some sister time together throughout the weekend. That girl has grown up so much, and I am so proud of the beautiful lady she is becoming!
I also had a good weekend with my friends. They are a blessing in my life; there is no doubt about that. These friends are on fire for Christ, and they inspire me each time I see them. I was blessed to see/hear my friend participate in the Good Friday service at Bethel. Followed the next day by a Bible study, and yet the next day with Easter dinner and a special praise and worship at Dordt led by Austin and Darin. I feel as if my soul and my heart is renewed after spending time with these guys and gals.
And, as usual, I was blessed to spend some quality time with Ben. I really cherish the moments when we can speak, in person, just us two, and continue to learn about each other. However, being with our friends is always a good time, and we both got ab work outs from laughing while playing volleyball with them!
Returning to Trinity after the weekend has been a struggle. I found out that my rooming plans were not going to work out. There are no hard feelings, only uncertainties about where to go next with the open plans. I am starting to realize that God has provided for me wherever I go in this life, and I will eternally be grateful to my Great Father. I am also starting to realize that these blessings are causing me to feel a void when certain people aren't with me. I mean, Marisa has been in my life since I was 5. And this year has been a struggle without her next door. This week, several of our choir members missed our concert because they needed to go home for funerals of family members. And that scares me. I would have a hard time getting back home if something happened suddenly. And after having lunch with my friend at Dordt before returning to Trinity, I felt my heart break when I walked away from them all. I was always the one to get homesick on family vacations; and it still happens. Although I consider Trinity one of my two homes, I can't ever shake this feeling. I'm always looking forward to the next time I get to go home, or the next time someone will visit me.
To be honest... that's all I have to say about that right now. Tonight at our concert, a great group sang this song that clicked with me. I hope you enjoy it.

Rivers and Roads

Positive's List 4/4

Another day in anatomy means another positives list. Here we go folks.
+I don't have to listen that closely in A&P because I just learned this in Micro!
+Tomorrow we go home
+Patrick is coming home for Easter
+Our bodies are so crazy amazing!
+No lab this afternoon
+We get to watch Justine run at the meet today
+The Micro homework isn't impossible...for once
+Easter has, by far, the best candy
+By the end of tonight we should know the insides of our body...CRAZY!
+My mom and dad surprised me yesterday
+Inturmural volleyball is awesome!
+It's a beautiful day
+Easter break tomorrow!
+One more sleep til home
+I actually understand what is being said since we just heard this in Micro
+One of the cadavies has nice kidneys and pancreas
+Sprague and I are matchy today!
+TCC read the whole Bible+
+FYF pizza party tonight
+Get to see Molly ru tonight
+Going home to Molly's house with my 3 best friends!
+God loves us+
+The anatomy test isn't the week after Easter, so we don't have to stress++
+Our God is not dead, He is surely alive. And He's living on the inside, roaring like a lion!+
+The Lent fast is almost over!
+I get to go home tomorrow
+My parents and sisters are coming to watch my game tomorrow
+I get to hang out with my neice every day this weekend!!
+I get to go to my home church <3
+I get to see my best friend
+Getting my hair cut and my brows waxed!
+The weather is beautiful
+God is so good :)

Home Sweet Homesick

In two days, I will be driving down I80 with my lovely friend Rebecca to return to my home in NW Iowa for a long weekend. And I can't wait! The last time I went home was in mid-February, but, to me, it feels like it has been since Christmas!
Home means the world to me. Besides a break from stressful classes, it holds my life. My family is there, my childhood memories, my best friend (shout out to Marz!), peace and rest, my church family, and now my boyfriend too. I'm looking forward to all of these things!
When I really miss home, I am thankful to my mom for putting together picture books at my graduation. I have one for family and one for friends. From these books, I have pulled a few pictures to hang up on my study desk. I look at these pictures a lot when I need motivation to keep beasting my homework. Here's a few that I have pinned up.

In the first picture, Patrick and Erin and I are mocking my dad's smile for pictures. Next picture: All 7 of us wore black without planning it! Seniors Seniors are the best! And I love helping my dad grill. I mostly just keep him company, but it's a good time.

This Easter break cannot come fast enough! I'm so excited to be with my whole family again. Even Patrick is coming home! What a blessing. 



Visitors from Iowa

This week, I had TWO visitors from Iowa! How neat!
My mom came on Wednesday to see my choir concert. It was really hard to focus during Wednesday lab when I knew she could get here any second! We went out for supper at At The Office, then we got ready to go to my choir concert. Rehobath Christian HS choir, Roseland choir, and the Elim choir all joined us for this concert, and it was a fun night of worshipping the Lord. I tell ya, those Roseland kids could sing! They blew us away with how loud they were! Even Mom was here for less than 24 hours, I was so glad to see her!

Matching for Zumba class!

My seconds visitor arrived Friday night while I was at TCC's Formal. I had to sit through all of the pictures and dinner knowing that he could come at any minute! Danielle had no idea how I could manage to sit still. But right as the dance started, Anna asked me if Ben was here yet. Right as she asked that question, he came strolling in through the doors! So we were able to dance the night away with our friends. It was a grand time! Today has been pretty relaxing. Allison and Danielle joined us for breakfast at Lume's, we went for a walk to Lake Katherine, and are just hanging out at the BBC now. Tonight, TCC is doing a music video awards night, with videos made by a few of our trolls. Should be a good time!

Everybody come see how good we look!

Living in the World is Difficult

Have you ever really thought about how difficult it is to live in this world, but not of the world? It is so hard! I was reminded of this when my friend Jordyn shared this video with me. If you have 5 minutes to spare, please watch it!

Sexual Healing

Think about our world. Clothing stores display options that will show off women's curves. Others have wall-sized posters of muscular men without shirts on (Ironic that they are trying to sell clothes?) Check-out lines are filled with magazines that will tell us how to eat and exercise in order to look sexy, and how to act sexy to go with our look. About every TV show and movie shows us that just a kiss isn't enough; that going a bit further and a bit further yet will really give you the pleasure that you want and the thrill that you need.
And then when you get into a relationship, things get more difficult. Examples of impure relationships saturate our media and our minds. Even if one or both people claim to be Christians, one may start to pressure the other, asking to take just one more step. Because that isn't sex, so it's still OK. But one thing easily leads to another, so it's a dangerous path to journey on.
So this is for all the young adults out there, dedicated to staying pure, or those choosing to remain pure after a mistake they have made. You got this, with the help of God!

He Will Bring Me Through

Lately, I have been struggling with my future. There are so many unknowns for me right now. Where am I going to live this summer, and where will I work? Where do I want to go to medical school after I graduate? Can I even get into a medical school? What do I do if I don't? What classes do I need to take this summer? Will I be able to do Chicago Semester? Should I apply for another job for next year? If I get into medical school and find the right man, do I get married in medical school, or wait til I get out? There are just so many unknowns. A lot are far off in the future, but they are things I need to be working on now if they are going to work on in the future.
Thankfully, I have two wonderful people in my life who have reminded me that God holds my future!
First, Benjamin reminded me that God knows my inmost being. He will provide for what I will need in order to complete His will for my life. What a comfort!
And today in chapel, Pastor Bill talked briefly about the future as well. After chapel, I spoke with my friend Lisa about my worries. She blessed me by keeping me in her prayers all day long, and then sending me her devotional book with a few pages marked. My soul was nourished as I read these pages, along with the note she wrote. She reminded me to look into my past, and remember all the ways that God has already provided answers. Will He not continue to do so? Of course He will!
Here is a poem in the devotional that I would like to share.
Is there some problem in your life to solve,
Some passage seeming full of mystery?
God knows, who brings the hidden things to light.
He keeps the key.

Is there some door closed by the Father's hand
Which widely opened you had hoped to see?
Trust God and wait-for when he shuts the door
He keeps the key.

Is there some earnest prayer unanswered yet,
Or answered NOT as you had thought 'twould be?
God will make clear His purpose by and by.
He keeps the key.

Have patience with your God, your patient God,
All wise, all knowing, no long lingerer He,
And of the door of all your future life
He keeps the key.

Unfailing comfort, sweet and blessed rest,
To know of EVERY door He keeps the key.
That He at last when just HE sees is best,
Will give it THEE.

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